tired

knifes in my belly
tearing me
i am screaming
but there is no voice
i am so tired

dance

now i dance in my dreams
my eyes are close
but my heart is open
sometimes i am the movement of the watercolor drop in the glass
dancing towards down

softness does not live here

this pain is sharp
there is no softness here
this pain is so tough

invisible crimes

invisible crimes leave behind invisable living breathing hurts
invisible crimes
blind hearts
you forgot that i am not a doll
did you see me at all?

white dust in my eyes

white dust
it is white dust all around me
mommy?
mo
mom?
mommmm!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

nobody is there
just white dust everywhere

i do not know if i am exist anymore

soul cancer

hurts me
it hurts me so much
it is in my stomach, in my heart, in my breath
nothing helps

she said

paint the light
she said
the darkness is already there
everywhere
paint your heart
it is the candle

hi,it is just me

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